Its..hmm 7.53am..wat the hack..shd b goin shoppin with drea dawn and all in a couple of hours time. BUT, guess wat, the bunch of us are still in studio. Never realise how printing cading and all could be such a time consuming activity. Life as an aki student. Den again. Its not in our scope. "It" being this set thingy. Saw surprising and shocked faces as i was in Holland yesterday( which is all the same day to me actually ), all in disbelief that i'm goin back sch on a friday night to work.
The right side of my head feels flat...mayb becoz i slp on the table on tt said, wakin up feelin like my neck cant turn anymore. No its not funny ok.! ....o the things we do..the things we do...wheres my apple?..wheres my milk.?..wheres my honeystick?.

The treasure box.

There are things u keep and things u throw away.Things u want to keep and things that dun matter to u. Things u remember...and things u place on your table or pin on you board to help u remember. I vivdly remember helpin gugu pack my cousin's room sometime ago. I strumbled upon a box. I sneezed as i uncovered the box. In it was letters! A whole box full of them. I looked closer to realise that they are all letters frm my counsin's den-girlfriend-now-wife. It was before email was popular so letters were written frm the states to singapore. What a treasure chest. Its amazing how he kept all of them. Some people keep their precious in a box, choosing to keep them hidden, whereas, some choose to put them...... Of course there are those who jus forgot they even had it in the first place. Only discovering they have an unidentified item in their bag after which they throw them away. We all have our own treasure box. For some people, the box is the heart.
Walked home 2dae with a semi-dark sky, its a HOT evening man. Missed BU lecture. Tutorial have not started, alot of pple are complaining about their timetable though. Still in a lazy mode, still in denial tt sch has started...argh. Cant do all that staying over all the time anymore. No stamina liaoz...Life Life...we all need one to live one.

come catch hold of me

Amazing...steph called my homephone when she couldnt get me on my hp..hahaha..so clever. No, tts not the amazing part. The thing is after a day where i wasnt feel alright, she calls and asks me for lunch 2morow..Sigh. I feel better already. She is getting to be like Ruth, my bestfriend, miraclously being there wherever i'm breaking down. ( Ruth came and studied with me before my A levels at a point when i was goin mad..!..jus one of the incidents where she was there without me askin.. :p) "Fall baby fall, like the rain that washes them all. They say tears help you heal..." if the song is true, den i shd be healed for a long time coming. All the way while i was walkin home in the dark..they just came rolling down.
I cant stand last minute work, especially with design. I do take datelines seriously, sometimes i wish people will be less ambitious and greedy. Perfection does not exist! I will rather get things done. Trust me, when u are in the real world, you have to get things done although they might not be what you wish it could be.

Catch me if u can
Opportunities are like doors
but if u dun get hold them while its open
den they will close on you
perhaps its too late
perhaps too much is done by one but not the other
perhaps perhaps perhaps

steps


My alarm clock was an hour late so i end up not goin for my first space and health lect..den again i didnt go for BU. Spent the day with drea jon and studiomate lance ard every aki student's area...art friend..bugis...wahaha. Our feet got all wet while we were waiting for a cab..argh..wet wet wet. Walked home in the dark....again. As i was walking i remembered how one of my friend gave up on the walk half way through some time in JC. hahah..yeshyesh..i live far in..owell. :]Mengs cant stop rushing me to get attached...especially after drea got hers..he asked.." so when is it your turn.."...i gave him THE face..hahaha. To mengs : Sometimes, its not only a choice of mine. Wats more, tonight during dinner, gugu was say..dunno dunno whos son is not bad-looking, with a good background...yadadada...(watever!)Den my mummy changed the subject and asked me whether i'll still be drafting as daddy mentioned he saw two gals using the lightbox the night before. I told her we only using comp in 2nd sem. She exclaimed tt that is better, more professional, higher quality. I told her hand drawn drawings are nice too. Not everything computer u knoe. Gugu agreed. I mean daddy makes things with his hands....perhaps tts where i get my like-making-things-with-my hands genes from. :p

sde rag

SDE rag

jus another day

From mysterious bruises and cuts...come mosquito bits. I got 10...yes...10 in one sitting. ARGH!!! i hate it.. i scar easily so i dun like to get bitten! Our green black white thingy got chosen 2dae...why why why. Aiyo, more work.
Been feeling weird, i dunno why. i wonder how long my patience will last. Not eating properly again, even when yanghan and jan dragged me to the canteen, i didnt get any food. Quite ironic..especially when i bring milk honeystick and apples for pple. owell, i'm jus not hungry la...or mayb you are not convincing enough. One day...jia will b tired of being the milkmaid..jia will hav no more honeystick....den again..why shd it bother u.

My eyes are half open

Its funny how rag ended( will post pictures soon), neither a high nor low. Nope, we didnt win much. But owell, i was more overwhelmed by how the our faculties and the Halls( of course) was impressive. Nicholas did a good job for KR man!! And surprise surprise..Jon was there?..hmm. Its 1pm on a sat and i'm VERY tired..didnt slpt he entire night. Next week school is seriously goin to start! My desk is in a mess with straws. My flu surpisingly went away after rag. My head is spinning. I think i need proper meals. I think....i'm jus goin on and on and on.....
night pple

Are u here? Coz i'm not sure...

why...owhy

Cute pic frm Jon..Thank you!!! Yeah rag is really goin to happen finally after the bunch of us workin so hard on it, it will b heartbreakin to not win anything. My nose is running, falling ill again, didnt tell mum, dun wan her to worry or say i didnt take gd care of myself. " See la, why do u bother about others when u cant even take care of yourself. At the end of the day i'm the only one attenting to u. So much for all that u are man. You're insane jus havin sundae for breakfast den not eating till late at night. No wonder your stomach is screwed every now and den. " Design started...we re year 2 and we sorta hav our own style of working already. Like jon and drea..wat we call the AA kind..experimental.. :). Sakamoto is nice, was tokin to my seniors, they told me some stuff. Owell, i'm glad i knew them somehow.

Top 5 reasons why i wun be an architect:
- i'm too compromising..i'll comply to my clients need rather den being sturborn
- People will take me for granted and make me do everything...
- There is no such thing as a concept to me
- I might jus lose interest at the project
- I like to hav more fun


! Do you noe if you hav to read my blog to check out wat i'm up to....u are probably notvery good as a fren ah...hehe. Where have u been man? Cant even drop by to say Hi..tsktsk. Those who are abroad are forgiven. :P
Seeya ard

Its tiring being nice.....

..especially if u are taken for granted. Den again a big thank you to all those who take a step too, like encouraging me...offering to buy me food/drink.....sending me a song just to cheer me...
Rag is ard the corner!!!!! COme show your support...even if u no business with it...jus come la. See all our hard work pay off, come see me!!!, joking.. come support your school and see amazing floats. :)
I think drea n jon are the experimental kind. They are the AA kind..:)..big thanks to her too. coz design started and i'm running all around... :)
Cheers...c u

Home:sick

Tangled

Yes, i'm having my dinner now
Yes, my mum is heating up my lunch now for herself for supper
No, i cant sleep tonight
No, i havent started sch
Yes, we hav a kinda full-dress rehersal 2dae
Yes, we still hav work to do for costume
No, i hav not showered
No, i havent hav time for myself
Yes, i my eye hurts
And yes, i hav to go now

Maybe its not tt bad

" Maybe you are too nice. People take advantage of u when u are too nice. They step all over you, not taking you seriously. They make fun of you not knowing your boundaries. So what if you put pple before you, so what if you are sensitive to them? Do they do the same to u? ( But we are all wired differently wat..) You are happy go lucky all the time, pple take advantage of your cant-say-no character hence you are always tired. People might treat you nice becoz they pity you. ( aiyo why you so cyncial).Not only one physically, but mentally and emotionally as well. You just keep giving. Den when you are disappointed..u are really disappointed coz u try to please everyone..How about yourself?...Does anyone care if u reach home safe? Do they wish you goodnight? Do they treat you as you treat them ( But not one ever said life was fair..so i'm jus..well...unlucky to be at this end lor ..) Do they knoe when you are angry or stressed? Den when you are you try not to bother them with your problems...aiyo..den everything to yourself. Its not worth it la but i knoe you are jus instinctively like tt. ( Everyone is different..it doesnt mean they should be deprived of a little nice-ness although there are those tt i just cant bring myself to) Your new motto in life shd be: i dun give and damn..(hahaha owell..) "

If you are not anxious does it mean you cant be bother
If you dont ask does it mean you dun care
If you are indifferent to everything
What makes you treat pple any different
Theres perhaps too much apathy in people
to hav sufficient empathy..........
Listen to what you hear
Observe what you see
Understand what you know

Random thoughts...again

follow the light...

Ikea...the thought of it makes me sigh...

Trying and achieving are two different things....

If i ask you...will u say yes?

A few things worth holding on to... i shd start to make a list

Lines are there for a reason: for safety for security for clarity....Yet, the bigger the line the bigger the temptation to cross it

Life is not a spectator sport..win lose draw...its a progress

Walk me through it

Dun call never call.........jus show up..jus be there...

All that comes ard.....

Any given day...


goes ard...steph celebrated her 21st birthday 2dae. Dear elaine planned everything amonth ahead to suprise her. hahaha. The things we do for our friends man. Love arent for the lazy. As elaine started to wine in front of us, we listen to her, nodding. We are all grateful. Thank you. And yes...we knoe getting jus the couple of us down is not easy. hehe
Weird, how some things never change, or people for that matter. Para is still as crappy..blahblah. Den steph was tokin abt marriage..hahaha...good..i can buy a dress soon. :)
Some weird qns were thrown at me 2dae...but nah....i wun tok abt it here. Anyways, everyone we askin me what i hav been doin or hav been...hahaha. Told them i'm moving...den they all let out a big "CHEY" when i told them where...hahhaa. Owell, i wish i had more free time, den can do more stuff for everyone...sigh.. :) now i'm thinking about my room..hmm