i is chocolate

How suprised i was when my mum told me that she thinks that Anna nicole smith is a clever girl. " She fought for her dead husband's money...do u think she married him because he was old...of course it was for money" Then she went on and tell me how one will learn to be practical, that the ideal are for dreamers.
Finally met Kai Yun yesterday, just the day before she flies off again to sydney. Xinhe was there too, how queer, we all had a 5 minute conversation about kids. Haha
Can u believe it....
7 days to CNY
6 is an mirror image of 9, where drea is, whom i havent been communicating much with
5 fingers on my right hand getting numb as i work at my table
4 is nt an auspicous number
3 bowls of mummy's red bean soup..yum
2 months to my bdae
1 day to interim

Wessex

wessex

We gt so irritated with the mosquito we almost wanted to do a mosquito breeding chart as part of our site analysis. Haha.WTH. My tutor is nice with a plus that she is pretty. Makes u wonder how can someone be tt perfect, clever ( harvard...mind you..), pretty and nice. Hehe.
Mummy's bdae 2moroe ( or rather 2dae), everyone in the house it busy with the moving. 22nd is the date to note...So many things. I think if i pile all my boxes 2gether it will fill my new room..
Studio is sureal, a part of u mainly your conscious is getting back into gear. The other part is is still in thought as if to doubt the realism of it all. With andrea in the other end, with a window seat at the end of the open studio......time rolls on.
Work and sch has always been different. Mb my eager to work reflects my affection to growing up. Having more control of your own life( high life?...hahahha), the independence, the satisfaction that u can self supported.haaha
Support vs the supported...i rather be the support. Then i will knoe the other is more capable that they can be depended on. Good for them. But its a matter of choice. Example: mothers who give up their work for family..like carol..studied for so long and once she had a kid..everything stops..its a choice. As she said, she didnt want to miss any of the moments when she's growing up.....

Jan - happy birthday

Dawn, Andrea, Molly, Beat...crazy studio 8 - Miss you all..the noise especially..wahaha

yun qi- i'm moving soon.... hav to meet soon if u wanna see the last of my hse

Kai yun- meet soon leh...go play badminton k?

Gosh- we are getting there...jia you

I puke at the sight of my face!!!

There are things that I will and will not do. Sometimes a little persuasion is needed but at times its just against my moral or integrity; non-respectful. In which case u should just get someone else to do it for u. :) Did quite a bit cleaning for the past two days. Having a gugu that is crazy about being clean is quite a bliss. Although we are only “ ..40%..” done with the cleaning. She liked what I did with the DO NOT ENTER signs though. She didn’t want the signs to scratch anything so taping was best avoided. I used string instead, to prevent workers from stepping into the clean zones. Not taping just tying needed. So simple yet she can’t stop saying it’s a gd and effective way. Hmm.
School is starting,…trying to turn my anxiety to excitement… Keyword: try.. :) Cheers..see you see me in studio…as usual.. :)

Hope is not a plan..: Anderson cooper

happy... happy?..happy!!


Hap·pi·ness
n.
[From Happy.]

1. Good luck; good fortune; prosperity.
2. An agreeable feeling or condition of the soul arising from good fortune or propitious happening of any kind; the possession of those circumstances or that state of being which is attended with enjoyment; the state of being happy; contentment; joyful satisfaction; felicity; blessedness.

幸福 has a sense of contentment, security, stability that is of a longer term...life
快樂 has an annotation of only a period of time, a sense of native and almost child like ideal...which might nt be tt bad actually..at times

快樂 is an expression 幸福 is the concept : it takes more to be 幸福 den to be 快樂

Why is water coming out of your eyes?

Be happy....for me?

They always return exam results in the morning in primary school. At recess time, i will call my mum at the phonebooth, crying to her that i have yet again failed. Ironically,I felt the same way when i called her this morning. Havent felt like this for quite some time and i wun exactly say that i miss it. Its the nauseaing feeling of selfworthlessness.
I try most of the time nt to disappoint and takes the blame harder on myself than anyones if i do. Tiring at times.
More happening things for goshD. Hopefully it all goes well. Time to wrap presents and buy presents. Darn...need more $$$. Elaine...do we need to buy a gift for any gift exchange?...
Can someone pls turn down the aircon in the open studio?!!!......

ah

Its in the eye

i dun want to...................

a year a go



Think of work
Gain weight
Start school
Worry about puting food on the table....ever
Have pimples
Have mosquito bites

woman

I HATE that girl in the mirror.....

The last time hated my face this much was when i had chicken pox. Even then, i didnt left an scars. I hate my face now, what happened to my flawless skin??!!!!! I hate the redness, the brownspots and the uneveness. Maybe i should see a doctor. Argh!!!! i cant stand it. I'm irritated by myself. SUCKS

Object of affection......but in a different colour perhaps..

jan and me


Took this at mustafa. Quite some time ago actually..hehe.
Exams starting 2morow. Soon soon everything will be over. Woohoo

In case u get too bored check out:
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Ministry of design (MOD) : http://www.modonline.com/
Woha : http://www.wohadesigns.com/
DP architects : http://www.dparchitects.com/main.html

different moments..same feelings.........

Embarrassing moment: i farted......!!! / Tripping over...

Stressed moment: over exams / over dinner

I-feel-useless moment: not being able to spell / not-being-able-to-help-for-rest

Hopeful moment : she smile / he smiles

..keep getting things for people....no one gets anything for me...
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molly: u are so cute
jia: hahhaa
molly: i can really hear u laugh
dawn:...thats why they(slippers) are called slippers
jia:hahaha

studying making us all go mad

maybe......... maybe not..........

Some one said he would marry me if i'm not by the time i'm 30. The problem is..i forgot who that guy was. Hehe..i wonder if he remembers, but he sure did make me smile even as a kid. There are questions are i cant answer. Not only the ones on my bu notes or history or D&E....but also things like.." rich ah?"..." eyes as beautiful as yours".....blahblah.....
There are things u hope will work out and things u thought will work out. Maybe ...maybe not. In everyway in your life, you try. Something like BU, sometimes in the end u jus go...screw it man. Screw it. hehe
I wanna marry Michael Scofield........