Sunday, May 29, 2005

catching the wind

I wake up the past few days with a pain in my mouth.Think its my gums. My assumed notion is that i'm " heaty" or so according to the chinese. Too much spices, fried stuff etc...then...my nose started to run...again...i never wun have any of these problems if i was still in school, my mum noted. Its true, the early morning results in early sleep and in school i'm more active i guess. At least i get to move from class to class and talk and laugh with my mates. Hopefully, its not my age that is catching up on me.
Its a gloomy rainy sunday. Just yesterday, i met up with my council friends ...again...( hmhm..we seem to meet up every sat....). This time i get to see some that i havent seen in a long time. And boy....some things never change....like how boo 's coiffure is way cool...caleb has ...still...all the funny stories to rattle on about...now dan chi and shiang are still skinny...how nat is still flirty...blahblah..heehee. Nothing much has changed except the clothes that we're in.
And so in about two months i embark on a journey, where i will test the waters of my environment and the pple around me once again. That coveted spot for me to feel that i've made the right choice is still empty. Guess only time will tell. I'm not a pompous individual and i do not inspire to be one, but wat if i appear as one with low-confidence and dignity? Lacking in self- importance...I believe everyone draws a line in their heads as they judge people. but sometimes the first impression is not the one you should judge by although there could be no second. Keep an open mind....i say...keep an open mind.
I wanna make business my pleasure and pleasure my business in the future decades of my life. therefore i have(..i wun say giving up on being pragmatic)...just choosen something i will be able to wake up every morning ...look into the mirror and be glad i'm doin something i enjoy...... :)
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