Or so it goes...

I've discovered several things lately. Some more painful and saddening than the rest. As studio began once again, we were first faced with our first "fun" project. Scape. Thank goodness, as a group we worked find together. Guess, as shuhan said, we think along the same frequency and are all compromising people.
Just read Dawn's blog, i know she misses her own studio. Can't blame. We all do. All the fun we had, although we worked long hours endlessly. And as always, as humans, we compare. My studio have a cute pair or rather the 3 mice. Tiff, benita and dawn. They all are so cute together. I'm glad to have pleasant people in the studio, to make up for the tutor that we have. Seriously, i don't know what to expect from him except the worst. He has not praised us so far. Well, as elaine has quoted from me on her blog: if hard work is not enough or appreciated...perhaps it wasn't meant to be.
Talking about comparing, i've found another close friend laterly. As we talked about all issues from sexuality, studio, friends, family, relationship, life, future. Well, once again, i proved that i couldn't keep my new year resolution of forgetting him. ARGH...guess no one came close
I'm struggling to find my place. The place where i know i will be fine. Things are scary. They are subjective, i'm not good enough. ..