Embracing reality...[period]..

I have no idea why but it doesn’t feel that submission is near by, This time it’s less stress at least because of the factor that there will be no more manual drawing. But but, there are still submssionS!!!
These are the times where my family can’t remember whether I existed. The times when I feel guilty for being myself. So how so how…I dunno. The game of making up for things, the game of making pple smile, the game of obligation….sigh. One of the best things about the shower, other than the fact it gives u a good wash, is that the water comes raining down like your tears. Amazing place to cry if you have to. Ha.