Describe me in 5 words...........Let me hear some truth............

People, people, people. They are all around us. The connection between all of us are special. Especially if we get to know each other. Sometimes we are superficial, or rather, shallow. Aren’t we all. I never knew how people judge, rank or hate me. They never tell. Some people grow on u. Some u will miss if they are not around. Some don’t even exist in your mind. I wonder……..Perhaps its just me. So where do I stand. Who am I to u? How do I know its true. Haha…yesh!….Insecurities creeping in again. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, its subjective and could be overshadowed by character. I feel. Hehe That’s y I think tt every girl can look good. It’s a matter of hard work. I guess I’m afraid sometimes for people to know me that well, in a way that they might think of me different. Not that I put up a false front but sometimes…well sometimes…a wrong word, attitude or background and they will. Sigh……Standing in the middle. I feel things or noe things sometimes but I dun necessarily say or prove that I know. I dun really believe in bothering people with my burden, sadness, confusion or worries. Haha. Some of friends will tell u they are honoured tt I complain or.well just tok to them. Haha. That’s why I believe I will become a spinster. Ha!
The steaks are high and it’s the real world….So 1)?…2)?….3)?….4)?….5)?….
Can I do this? Does it mean when I like it I can do well in it?….I dunno. Is design my thing…I’ve no art background. When u are dumped with 90 over people with about the same interest and talent. Things get pretty scary. When something that can be subjective becomes competitive. Its different. We talk about concept, ideas….development. Hmm… in the real world: cost, time, maintenance, aesthetics and function/effectiveness. La-la-la. Its ironic that at this time last year I was hoping wishing and praying for assurance. Now……………….