come catch hold of me

Amazing...steph called my homephone when she couldnt get me on my hp..hahaha..so clever. No, tts not the amazing part. The thing is after a day where i wasnt feel alright, she calls and asks me for lunch 2morow..Sigh. I feel better already. She is getting to be like Ruth, my bestfriend, miraclously being there wherever i'm breaking down. ( Ruth came and studied with me before my A levels at a point when i was goin mad..!..jus one of the incidents where she was there without me askin.. :p) "Fall baby fall, like the rain that washes them all. They say tears help you heal..." if the song is true, den i shd be healed for a long time coming. All the way while i was walkin home in the dark..they just came rolling down.
I cant stand last minute work, especially with design. I do take datelines seriously, sometimes i wish people will be less ambitious and greedy. Perfection does not exist! I will rather get things done. Trust me, when u are in the real world, you have to get things done although they might not be what you wish it could be.

Catch me if u can
Opportunities are like doors
but if u dun get hold them while its open
den they will close on you
perhaps its too late
perhaps too much is done by one but not the other
perhaps perhaps perhaps

steps


My alarm clock was an hour late so i end up not goin for my first space and health lect..den again i didnt go for BU. Spent the day with drea jon and studiomate lance ard every aki student's area...art friend..bugis...wahaha. Our feet got all wet while we were waiting for a cab..argh..wet wet wet. Walked home in the dark....again. As i was walking i remembered how one of my friend gave up on the walk half way through some time in JC. hahah..yeshyesh..i live far in..owell. :]Mengs cant stop rushing me to get attached...especially after drea got hers..he asked.." so when is it your turn.."...i gave him THE face..hahaha. To mengs : Sometimes, its not only a choice of mine. Wats more, tonight during dinner, gugu was say..dunno dunno whos son is not bad-looking, with a good background...yadadada...(watever!)Den my mummy changed the subject and asked me whether i'll still be drafting as daddy mentioned he saw two gals using the lightbox the night before. I told her we only using comp in 2nd sem. She exclaimed tt that is better, more professional, higher quality. I told her hand drawn drawings are nice too. Not everything computer u knoe. Gugu agreed. I mean daddy makes things with his hands....perhaps tts where i get my like-making-things-with-my hands genes from. :p

sde rag

SDE rag

jus another day

From mysterious bruises and cuts...come mosquito bits. I got 10...yes...10 in one sitting. ARGH!!! i hate it.. i scar easily so i dun like to get bitten! Our green black white thingy got chosen 2dae...why why why. Aiyo, more work.
Been feeling weird, i dunno why. i wonder how long my patience will last. Not eating properly again, even when yanghan and jan dragged me to the canteen, i didnt get any food. Quite ironic..especially when i bring milk honeystick and apples for pple. owell, i'm jus not hungry la...or mayb you are not convincing enough. One day...jia will b tired of being the milkmaid..jia will hav no more honeystick....den again..why shd it bother u.