Saturday, April 08, 2006

If life gives u lemons.....make lemonade...

I feel weird..... its 48 hours till submission but i'm completed my stuff. Or so i hope. Except for the labeling of my models, and perspective on my panel. Hmmmm. In fact, i'm scared tt i've not done enough or tt i'm missin out on smthg.

Monday, April 03, 2006

Life is fragile....

The discovery of new life and the lost of it is most evident in the hospital. Perhaps tts wat make the career in a hopsital so interesting and upseting at the same time. Grey's anatomy brings to me the scene once more as doctors are mostly in denial and their refusal in accepting the truth, more often or not, is a reflection on not only doctors but u and I.
How does one learn to open up?...Its is tt hard. I said this before. Its a mask. We all can present ourselves the way we see ourselves shd be but is it denial?...Is it fake?...
*sigh...people we doesnt really noe me will say i'm cheerful, happy...blahblah...true true but only to a certain extend i supposed.

"hard to accept the end when u are too close"

"we are tired, we are scared ,denying it doent change the truth"

Should i stop smiling?

14 days to 20

Oprah just did a valentine's day special on her prime time show. This shows two things. Firstly, how delayed we receive shows in singapore. Secondly, how love come in all sort of different packages. I wonder, how do one learn to love. Is it innate?...Is it a process?..Does practice make perfect?...
Did another model, sigh...i'm pretty tired...shd i go on..at least make another one?...hmmmmmhmmmm. The light above me is blinking...is it a sigh to stop working?..hahaha
The whole family is worked this week. Everyone will be on their toes....students are rushin for submission and the rest have work where smthg new is on its way...
Pple like jon and dawn made april fools joke on their blog...and i wondered y its so peaceful this year...wahaha...i did believe them k...ahahha. But i'm soo glad its not true
heh

Sunday, April 02, 2006

15 days to 20

Gosh...bumped into drea jus now at chatterbox. Was there having dinner after cleaning up the new shop...den i did more clean after tt. Now i'm kinda tired but the thought of the need to produce more models and possibly start my panels are haunting me. ~sigh. Everyone is everywhere nowadays, we are doin our own thing. There isnt anymore of those always see each other moments. Then again, there are those who are forever mssin la..hehe. Gosh, i'm goin to be year 2...tts fast...but wait............the only date in my head is 10 april now. I'm actually pretty jealous of studio 7...they can hand up their stuff anytime now.
Even after sch, during the holidays. I dunno understand why i still pack myself with stuff to do. Can't i just chill. Or am i not customed to do so anymore. Been quite sick lately, wanting to vomit everytime i finish a meal. My mum says its because my meal times are all screwed up. My body i reacting negatively.*sigh...the things we do for aki.
The whole family was out 2day, cleaning and preparing tt is. Hence, although there are tons of work to be done, i still squeeze time out. I recently found out tt there are still supermans out there. Those who can manage to work ie give tuition, while being in aki. Its maddness....hmmmmmm :)
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