Life is fragile....

The discovery of new life and the lost of it is most evident in the hospital. Perhaps tts wat make the career in a hopsital so interesting and upseting at the same time. Grey's anatomy brings to me the scene once more as doctors are mostly in denial and their refusal in accepting the truth, more often or not, is a reflection on not only doctors but u and I.
How does one learn to open up?...Its is tt hard. I said this before. Its a mask. We all can present ourselves the way we see ourselves shd be but is it denial?...Is it fake?...
*sigh...people we doesnt really noe me will say i'm cheerful, happy...blahblah...true true but only to a certain extend i supposed.

"hard to accept the end when u are too close"

"we are tired, we are scared ,denying it doent change the truth"

Should i stop smiling?