Thursday, September 23, 2004

A prayer for ignition

Meeting up with old frens are gd times. Not only do you get to share whats up with each others lives, the company is great especially when there is nothing in the world you cant talk about. Gays....homosexuals...sex...Ns....life...everything. I had an OG outhing yesterday and boy did it bring much needed smiles hope and gd company. A lot of pple find it amazing that we actually are still keeping in contact but they have to understand that any relationship is only successful if they have the involvement of the pple in it. Its a two way thing.
While results and A levels seem to be on everyone's mind right now, i feel human relations should not be neglected. I'm not saying this because A levels is of no importance, cause it could be a life changing exam but how abt the life changing relationships we have? Humans are fascinating creatures, we are fuelled by both our mind and heart. Of course, at particular times we tend to use one more than the other. Of course theres a time for everything, now , its basically the time for chionging. Just got reminded by someone that there are like 6 weeks= abt 42 days to prelims. And yes, i'm gulity of having bad results.
The thing is about strucking a good balance but its easier said then done. Only a handful of those i know can do it. If you are one of those consider yourself blessed. So i guess its time to hit the books once again but i wonder with my short attention spen, how long will it last???
I plan not to go sch 2morow....cause its a friday n theres only GP. Poor Ms Sab..she is so nice n interesting in class yet theres always pple missin in her class. Talking abt missing pple, Ke yi ah...forever in the COR ...hahaha... and o yeah we found out that wai chit is spiderman 2dae. Hahaha..my class is hilarious. With the guys like daniel travins..wai chit...hahaah...My class have a good combination of brains and character. Hehehe. And yeah...Mr michael Tan was not in the best of moods 2dae..partly our fault la. As he went thru paper 2 we all felt like idiots..especially someone who doesnt take chem...like ME...!ha

Food for thought:"Wise men talk because they have something to say; fools talk because they have to say something." Theres only a thin line between the foolish and the wise. Are you sure you're on the right side ?


Tuesday, September 21, 2004

21 september..the point of no return

...ok... juz a day after i said that those who are blue shld nt b upset...i myself sunk into depression...nah...not really..im kinda numb. You know..when tears start to roll although pple cant tell and you dont tok much.....less than 3 weeks and schs going to end...yet i'm still so unprepared for the As or so it seems. Scared...frightened...to say no i'll be a liar. Somehow i dunno how to feel...gonna puke choke laugh and die everytime i think about it. Yes...sometimes i c the light at the end of the tunnel ...but as i said...its the light of the on coming train. Cynical...skeptical...yup..cant help it although i dun look that way but...hey even i need to let go of some steam. These two years in JC has been a complete waste of time...serious..for me at least.
Jus found out that some of my seniors are doing well...even made it to the Ivy league schs...impressive. 2morow have OG outing( yup...my og is still pretty close)...it will b another destressing session. Guess all that i've gained in these two years are friends...tats my only consolation i guess...sigh.
I miss feeling good about myself...i miss knowing that i'm worthy...i miss knowing that everything will b fine in the end... Think i will just sob nonstop if auntie nat was to appear in front of me right now...thank goodness shes busy and very pregnant may i add.
I guess i'll just have to wait and see... knowing that i'm not exceptionally smart i'll just have to settle with wat i have. Is time ever wasted??? Yesterday, Sarah Jessica Parker finally won outstanding lead actresss in a comedy after 6 years of long wait. Is there a time for everyone? Is my time over??Auntie nat said i'll find my place...maybe..or mayb not...
I'm reading Joy Luck Club now...borrowed from shiang...think drowing myself in a book helps...hope it brings me some much needed Joy and Luck.

Food for thought: " Time is like art-intangible mysterious but unltimately precious" How have the timing of different things affected your lives?...are they permanent?? Is time on your side?

Monday, September 20, 2004

Number one

Its 3 days past prelims....lets see... i 've spent most of my time having a date with my tele and going out with my frens....Watched dogeballs...funny movie with a predictable ending. Spent quite a bomb in borders yesterday....starting to feel the hole in my pocket already...sheesh...shame on me. I just finished watching the last season of sex and the city. Without watching it yourself you will think tat im sick....but you will more den juz love making in that series...you actually will grow with it.
Sarah jessica Parker's character as carrie is in the centre of it all. At long last she found the man of her dreams jus like any other fairy tale story you might think....but the thing is.... it took her ...wat... six odd years to realize or for him to realize that the person you were mearnt to be with is just there....scary...But i must say my favourite part is when the 4 girls walked out of the cafe together. They have been through so much together.
Which cause me to think.....how many of the so called good friends will you keep in six year??...one ??...two maybe....if youre lucky...three???...This struck my head especially when school is ending in 3 weeks time...or less..if you pon somemore....hehehe.
So...yups... its time....to appreciate...treasure and just say a big THANK YOU for everything despite our saturated heads do some more studying coz.... who noes wat the future can hold....we might as well hold on to wat we hav now...muacks...love you all...cya..

Food for thought : "You shouldnt judge a book by its cover....but you sure can sell more with it." How impt is looks to you??? Only skin deep or more

Sunday, September 19, 2004

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