"There is nothing new except what has been forgotten." — Marie Antoinette

Not good enough....

...Wat the....Stop tryin to show off wat you can do. Yeah yeah, i odd to be impressed coz u r nt a aki student. I dun come home enough..does it mean i dun matter tt much any more. Yesh, perhaps i'm nt gd enough, i'm putting myself though work coz i choose to and u think its not a wise move. Yesh i'm not good enough, i shdnt hav done this, i shd hav been that. Dun bother den. Watever. Yesh, we dunno how lucky we are. Yesh we havent been through worst.Yesh u knoe the best for my lifestyle. Yesh the rest agrees with you. Yesh, go ahead do it the way u what to. Yesh, i'm a nobody.

Angst: someone ate my bread again and i cant complain. Already bought a couple more and they are still gone. Not one, not two...all of them. Mummy say it will be rude to label my name on it. i will do it the next time. wth. 2 more wks to submission and the term seems to be comin to an end....

Forrest
Gender: Masculine Usage: English Pronounced: FOR-est From a surname meaning "forest" in Old French, originally belonging to a person who lived near a forest.

Time to be a nun................

we are troublesome...we know

The strength of women comes from the fact that psychology cannot explain us. Men can be analyzed, women merely adored. Author: Oscar Wilde

A pessimist is a man who thinks all women are bad. An optimist is one who hopes they are. Author: Chauncey Depew

A woman's whole life is a history of the affections. Author: Washington Irving

One is not born a woman, one becomes one. Author: Simone de Beauvoir
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Yes ...dawn and andrea my dear cubicle mates have been writing poems..(pls see below:comments). And Andrea has requested multiple mentions of her name.
Hahaha. Yesh jon...moi is a Kermit..hehe the green frog. Ironically, i've been sleeping next to one without knowing our affilation. Heehee.
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Check out the Sentosa IR design in today's straits times..with Erwin's and ttk's comments in it..
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More Random thoughts...

Design..De sign..yes thats wat i need...a sign....

Do you u its proven that better dressed people demand more respect..

Elaine....u still owe me a bolster..hehe...giving u a reason to visit me!!!

Theres a beginning...will there be an end?....

Realise drawings are very impt. It was so hard for gugu to visualise when my cousin couldnt draw...hahhaa

Do u noe tt red+ green=christmas
orange+grey= quite ugly
purple+green= brave
Den again if u can pull it off.............why not....

:) Cheers

Underwraps

Leiyu

We started since April?..Its been half a year of work man and after the last performance 2day everything is over. Tsktsk...Well done all! Thanks to those who helped and supported us!
My intuition dun really fail me, so when things happen...wel..they just do lor. Like how i noe BU is screwed 2gether with my history essay. And design is starting all over again..hmm
Was being quite picky over some of the things i buy..yesh i'm pretty hard to please...but gugu did manage to get more clothes for herself. Think auntie will hav more time soon..yah!..can see her more often. ( sorry for the randomness.....)

u jus might not knoe....

1) I'm easily scarred my mosquito bites
2) I like to be driven although i still wanna knoe how to drive
3) My hands get cold easily
4) I paint
5) I'm not a beach babe
6) I have a lazy eye
7) I take the tone in people's voices quite seriously(becareful with yr " What!"s )
8) I dun like lifts
9) I'm picky over toilets and accessories
10) ....( guess the next one)...hehe..it jus might be about u

Something odd

hmm

Theres smthg odd on my leg.....thigh to be exact...nt sure if its a briuse or a bite.
Somthings things jus happen..jus when nick said he didnt wanna tok to jumeng we bumped into him as we were walkin out of sch....hahaha
As yanghan said...opportunity presents itself....
Think gosh is goin bali...and somehow i;m the welfare rep...tsktsk...told mummy..she was fine with it
She said my pay for homesick is quite good...REALLY!!!! hmmm..lets not count the hours la..tsktsk

Queer feeling..........

sigh

There seem to be crumps of things to do..
Crumps of things i'm feeling
Crumps of things i'm seeing
.........
I want a job i can enjoy doing....argh...someone hire me pls

Whats everyone doing?....10 points

Studio is in a pause. And i'm getting lazy......

1) Eat..yes i do tt you knoe!...Too well i think ( according to jon...theres no such thing..hehe)

2) Paint...yesh i can finally paint but not for my room...just A3...

3) Revit my room..did more work on it...

4) Trimmed my hair...starting to wave though..hav to go back in dec i think

5) Bought a vaccum cleaner

6) Still wanna go ikea...!!!!

7) Supposed to focus on the other modules now...aiyo..lazy lazy!!!

8) Saw Dick Lee at holland v 2dae in coffee bean..hmm

9) Publication....!..at least its smthg i dun mind

10) Wheres everyone ?

Sux to be me....

Submission is over..yesh...the first our of 3 in year 3. Went to watch the devil wears prada after the pin up ( i so prefer pin-up to presentation..hehe) with the girls..and ermm....a guy (pek!! who was wearing pink,wahaha) Den watched a drama-rama chinese rehersal...gasp..so much chinese..hehe. Everyone is having an obsession to get me to eat. I do eat..love it. But i just can stand it when i hav things to finish and they are right in front of me...( the lightbox?..hehe)

Slips of phrases frm my conversation with mengs yesterday..wahaha
"i can see you getting settled down"
" boyfriend"
" open mind traditional soul"
" girls are precious"
" balls shd always be served on the guy's side of the court"
....hehe...guess waht we were tokin abt?..hehe

Compassion..passion..affection....i dun feel it

6.42- studio

The jia got stratched an bruised again. This time its by the lightbox as i fell, the edge of the lightboxgot my abs area. Now its got a red line across it.Sigh. My ass was glued to the lightbox since noon and for mre than 12 hrs only got 3 )...actually less than tt due to the amount of touch up tt need to be done...) panels done. Argh..and its only tracing la...so inefficient!!!!!!

Whats the point of being a daughter when the only time i spend with my mum is in the car when she's fetching me to school
Whats the points of team member , when they disappear
Whats the point of relationshipd when u take an inch...while i take a mile....

Blocked...

.. are my nose and ears. The flu bug got me again, and it doesnt help that i dun hav enough rest...i hadnt had food since subway at noon....submission is near..tutorials just started. Just told a white lie to mummy that i took my medicine..cant coz i didnt eat..so it kinda slipped my mind.Owell. Suddenly it seems overwhelming again. Cant scale things properly, cant make things properly. Wonder how we all had the stamina in Year 1? Perhaps its the freshness of the course...the new friends ard u....
Blocked are my nose and ears..Blocked ,are the people, in design..Blocked

NEGLECTED

...enough said...

Theories of the jia....

The so pretty theory : Everything shd at least look nice. Not trying to be shallow, but must at least look presentable right?.

The monochrome theory : " When in doubt, wear black."

The 3 cs theory : Chemistry Compromise and Communication for every kind of relationship

The eat well slp well ..be well theory : Too bad in aki u will hav to compromise on this. But we shd still try. Proper meals..proper food..soup..milk..honeystick..apples...hmmm

Hi , andrea...by demand..wahaha

Sigh.....

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The jia wore a skirt 2dae. I blame it on the insensibility of not-enough-slp unconsciousness. Hahaha. Didn’t make it to Rochester 2dae but did spent $$$$$. Trust me when i say i can spent. Why are the things i like always pricey. Gugu calls it the cursed eye. Where u only hav eyes for nice or expensive stuff. Ofcourse, thank goodness it doesnt happen all the time. Feel deprived man after night after night of working. :P Think my eyes are getting smaller. Submission is a week away, cant wait to get it over and done with. Gugu gave me a new shirt, black and white..duh! Haha. I think she is my biggest influence in fashion, she taught me that I can just live with black and white. Thus, I grew up feeling comfortable with those 2 tones. Haha. O did I mention I wore a skirt..hahaha. Only to the complains of my mummy…”aiyo..why ur legs so fat”… “ ..too bad u are born with legs like tt unlike…” … “ …better dun wear this pair of shoes with skirt..make them look fatter..”…. “ ..can u do smthg about those two spots on your face?...”
Mengs was telling me he noes this guy..rich…smart… sensible, trying to intro me to him..but he got Hot gf ..hahha…too bad. Steph told me she was tryin to promote me..hahaha…aiyo wats up with everyone?...
Everyone seems to be saving up, mengs saving , as always, for car. Jon for his camera…..
What are u saving for?